I actually gave two points back yesterday. I wish I felt like the slide was just a mini skid but the munching devil is showing its ugly head. It doesn't help I am hungry and there are Christmas snacks in the office. I'm at my desk dreaming of the snacks. They aren't even all that interesting but they call my name. I wish that wasn't the case but like other wishes, I know when it comes to food, I will be dreaming of sugar cookies, chocolate chip cookies, cake, ice cream, bread, and all the other yummies out there.
Now on to step 2 of the OE pillars. Hope: Believing that a higher power can help you obtain control over your addictions.
Hmm, I certainly hope and wish that a higher power can help me. That said, I do believe that I am in control. People who just say that God is in control and they have no say drive me nuts. Again, that said, I close my eyes and ask Mother Earth, God, Buddha to give me all the strength I need to win this battle. To me it is a battle. And I want to win and a higher power is welcome to help me fight. Because of self-honesty, I can't say this pillar is accomplished. But I certainly hope their is a higher spirit that can fortify my will power.
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